today's session was a little late, but you know what? i think we'd rather it late than never. really. we have people back didnt we? ^^ ^^ and well, i think that is most important.
there are things that i wont say in person, but am willing to type. i apologize for not being there at some point of time, of dropping back, of not liking what i see and instead of helping, turn away in bitterness. also because of the disillusionment that i faced from outside. like how a little boy turns against the world because everyone says that it sucks, but some how, the boy still likes the world in a way because he has eyes to see that the world is still beautiful regardless of what others say.
and to me, that was the biggest mistake i have ever made in council. for keeping quiet both against external and internal forces that threatened us before. i understood the meaning of every good having a but and every bad having a but, but i did not dare to take up the challenge to stand up for i was weak.
some how, i returned after that pivotal point. and some how, we all changed and i dare say, we are one again. but still, we have one more hurdle to cross. and cross we must. nothing is impossible if we do not try hard. today, or rather, yesterday, proved it.
every sort of office will have conflicts as everyone is different and every one have things that will be against others, but remember what julian said about agape love yes?
but most importantly, in the end, we looked up and we saw, are back together, and that is all that matters.
i think i may be turning into a faizal. so long winded. =P
:: taky!! ~
loves council!!!
.serving the school at12:06 AM.
